It

Once upon a time, I've had it. It came out of nowhere and I wasn't sure if I wanted it.

Suddenly it was gone, and I thought. "Oh, well..it's not meant to be." And I think somewhere deep down, the way some people write to Post Secrets, I felt a small part of me sighed with relief that it went away. I felt so guilty, to this day.

Not too long after that, I felt depressed. Why did it went away? Surely it's not because of that small whisper, right? Who am I fooling?

Now, I want it back more than ever. Please. Please, please come back. I'm sorry.